i'm definitely going to miss my J1 life..

Just reached home one hour ago ( current time is 12.45am), our exco meeting lasted for..hmm 4.5 hours and we are only half way through. Hit our whole new record. Yy and i were contemplating staying over till the principal's address tomorrow. Lol. Things are piling up.

Currently i have :
1. 2 attachments
2. 2 CCAs
3. preparations for 2 events
4. 3 camps
5. multiple lessons on the huang cheng techniques
6. many proposals to write
7. several outings
8. few chalets
and there are more to come.

OVERWHELMED!!

damn i should be sleeping now.

Watched my aunt play hotel 626, which i recommended to her. We turned the volume to the max and played several times. Actually it's quite exciting. I covered my ears and squinted my eyes. lol. So if you're bored and has absolutely nothing to do, do try it.=)) It's opened from 6pm to 6am daily.=D

Ok it was damn scary please....

LOL right. I was emotionless all the way, smsing random people, trying to recognise the councilors and doing funny faces at them. I think the most pitiful councilor is the one hanging from the ladder. The ones in the toilet too, given that they have to stay in there and breathe in the oh-so-fragrant fumes. The scariest of all might go to the councilor who crawled out from the bottom of the table when rhea was telling the story. If i'm not wrong, she was chasing us on fours.

My group was quite funny and ruined a lot of the stuff that the councilors intended to do to us. We washed hands in the toilet with "bloody" water in the sink and councilors attempting to scare us. And i tried to flick the hair of the councilor with her hair down in front of her face but i was stopped by qihan.=( How anti-climax is that. To add on, we were damn lag so that might be the reason why it wasn't scary at all. Oh, and i got knocked into the door frame of lt 3 by zhiyang. This is why two people shouldn't enter the lt at one time.>.<

I didn't manage to take part in the maze as there was a 40 minute waiting time. By then, i woudn't have a bus to go home. Oh well, i got the details though.=D

Highlights of the day:
1. There are SO MANY couples in school.
2. Many showed their humji side today.=P

omg the amazing things that the human body can perform...it never fail to amaze me.

Crush -David Archuleta

hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush'

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?'
Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take'
Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?'
Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?'
Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

A myriad of emotions.

I'm very very sad. My friend has emigrated to UK for a month and i just found out today???!! WTS. Is she so scared of me that she doesn't dare to tell me. To think our classes stand next to each other for the morning assembly. T_T

I'm disturbed by something i spot while i was blog-hopping. >.<






My feet hurt for the whole day. =(

Waited hours for dance practice to start today.
During that few hours,
I:
1. Ate lunch with nianci at bukit timah plaza.
2. Met aileen in school.
3. Niao-ed sijie with aileen.
4. Scandalised S&S
5. Created the nine S, a.k.a 长长久久
6. Successfully dodged aileen's attempts to peek at my ezlink and ic.
9. Let aileen admire my neoprints.
8. Played frisbee with aileen and sijie.
9. Amused william with my spastic frisbee moves.
10. Created dance moves with the frisbee.
11. Laughed a lot.




my shins hurt.
my calves hurt.
my ankles hurt.
my feet hurt.

oh the wrath of having flat feet.>.<

It may seem good to some people but i guess i expected a lot more from myself. But i'm not feeling sad, just indifferent.
The first stage to becoming a washout - numbness to own failures.

Ok shall stop the whining.

Diablo III is cool.
Mudpie rocks=)







Lol my sister and i really have no life. We spotted this couple from a certain sceondary school near our home hugging at some corner of the stairs of the carpark from our bedroom. So my sister, being the more kpo one ran around our house in search of our binoculars for a better view. Yup, we spent part of our afternoon spying on the couple hoping there would be further advances other than the hugging. Alas, they did not, just stood there hugging, talking, swaying side to side, and apparently they started dancing. What a disappointment but it was still a free show for us=P



Two more days to go and the weekend is here again. Oh what joy.

I feel like a failure in every aspect i do. Sian, i don't even know if i've tried my best. Although it isn't very bad, and i'm actually feeling quite indifferent about it. Still when i look around, i realise i might be the worst among all. I really need to buck up. TT

I've been mentally and physically tired for the whole day. Nothing to do with anything that happened today, just tired. Apologies to my pw group since i wasn't doing much during the meeting and some of the others, my temper and patience wasn't exactly wonderful today.

My blog isn't vulgar.>.<



If I feel depressed I will sing.
If I feel sad I will laugh.
If I feel ill I will double my labour.
If I feel fear I will plunge ahead.
If I feel inferior I will wear new garments.
If I feel uncertain I will raise my voice.
If I feel poverty I will think of wealth to come.
If I feel incompetent I will think of past success.
If I feel insignificant I will remember my goals.
Today I will be the master of my emotions.

I shall find my passion back.
I shall be high again.
I shall be enthusiastic once more.
I shall be so damn sociable.

I'm contemplating adding everyone on msn, but the problem is i can't find the contact list! T_T and i think my action might scare people away, freak them out. And they might think i'm some weirdo who's over-sociable and well..weird. =(( So i shall leave it to fate. If i ever manage to find that contact list, i shall add them on msn. =P

I'm an official fan of indian dance. Haha nah...just kidding but I did an indian dance, or some actions of it at the void deck of salt. It was pretty fun. I have indian dance music in my handphone=D

I had a great day!

我终于尝试到了哭笑不得的滋味。>.<



it fucking hurts please.

Had dance practice today, it wasn't that bad actually. Focused more on basics. I suck, totally. Sigh

Went for lunch with moderners at the poolside after practice. I think we pleased the aunties there, especially aileen who kept calling them 美女. lol. Some of them went off first and it ended up with me, sarah, florence, samuel, aileen and jialin left talking about ghosts, gore and horror movies, haunted schools and not to forget high school ghost stories. I just found buddies who share the same interest of watching gory and horror films. Sarah and Samuel! Haha we were spamming our share of movie experience. Florence started freaking out and decided to blast happy music with her handphone.

Yup, the preparations for hwachong open house 2008 has finally come to an end. Open house can either be a very boring and slack day for some and a busy one for the others. For me, it was a mad rush of things for most of the time, with the changing of clothes, running about, practising dance at classrooms and pe studio and all. I realise that the pe studio is a good place to dance and sleep when there's no one around...that is if that ever happens, which i highly doubt so.>.<

For the first round of performances, i was in an "omg die" mood. By the time we come to the second round, i was already on "i'm sleepy"-autopilot. After the performances, i just collapsed on the "stage" and attempt to sleep with aileen's head on my knee. Somehow i ended up watching videos and aileen was woken up by me. Fortunately and luckily, we did not have to do another booth showcase or i think i would have died on the spot. Unexpectedly i dozed off on the bus trip home. So i was THAT tired.-.-

On the whole, i think it was a good job out there for all the performers including the fac comms and it was really enjoyable both performing and watching the dances.=D

Highlights of the day:
1.I managed to dance fac dance with jiayun without laughing that much. At least only kelly spotted me laughing during the dance=)
2. Re-wearing the wet and cold shirts drenched in sweat is so so very disgusting. Don't try it. ._.



What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

It was a complete waste of time attending school today. Besides the spring cleaning and the pw lecture, the rest were just spent as free time, free time and more free time. And schools finally ended at 12.30.

Attended preparation for chi soc in which i found out that we have to help people do make up for open house. I was like shit, totally forgot everything about the techniques. I'm praying very hard that the group members turn up tomorrow or i'll be in deep shit.

Went for mad dance practice after that. I can't stretch much, which means i'm shall suffer from much pain on saturday. Basically the majority of the practice was spent doing retarded stuff with aileen while nianci looked at us. We still aren't very sure about the modern routine, so we shall need luck tomorrow.

Then spent nearly 3 hours talking to aileen before going home. I can't believe we talked that long, but it was enjoyable=)

What goes up will come down.

How true it is. I remember vaguely that i was very high for most of today and now i'm facing the crisis of an energy drain.TT

Our class netball team was the best in athena faculty, i can say. Well, us being the one and only netball team from athena and all... The seas of red, blue and yellow were pretty intimidating. Hence we resorted to befriending the grass. After all, we are of the same colour :D

Anyway we got thrashed, literally. Lost both matches and i got myself two nice abrasions. How nice. My family just laughed at me again since i've been returning from ball games with injuries here and there. My mom predicted that i'll return home with 10 sprained fingers after the netball match when i told her that i joined netball for fos.>.< She got it wrong, but you can see just how supportive my family is of me in ball games -.-

Aileen, yichan and me followed mel's group to their pw meeting with mr shyam. Yichan ended up getting ostracised by mr shyam -.- for being racist -.- -.- while aileen and i remained invisible to him for some reason. Yup, mr shyam definitely has something against yichan. LOL and we ended up talking while they have their pw meeting.

Some of us were cam-whoring using charmaine's laptop during mad practice today which changed venues from rua, outside audi to pe studio and then salt centre. A few of the moderners had quite a time trying to remember the routine and we got sort of high during the process.

So yup, that sort of sums up my day.

What i reaped today: Abrasions, bruises and err...abrasions.

All of a sudden, i have so many things and issues on my mind. At this rate, i'm going to turn into a 白发魔女overnight. T_T

I'm amused, i really am.

Well first up, i was so emotionally and physically tired last night that i went to bed before the strike of midnight. It is very rare for me to sleep before midnight, even at midnight. And i flopped onto my bed and guess what, i couldn't sleep. I was so damn irritated and was cursing away.>.<

Then we come to 4th october, and i had to drag myself out of bed at 8am. Hmm, actually i was laying there at first, thinking about the dull and boring day ahead when i saw jiayun's message asking if i want to catch a movie with him and shaofei. And there was light. So i was more optimistic about the day when i got out of the house.

What i'm very amused about was the faculty dance session. I was laughing like mad, literally. The guys had interesting ways to memorise steps. They go like " WOAH" or "WAH" when they do certain steps. Jiayun was feeling unconfident and kept thinking that he was dancing awkwardly when he wasn't. I was actually laughing at my own reflection when we danced but he kept thinking i was laughing at him. I didn't bother correcting him though.=D Well we have come to a consensus that his favourite and best pose is the zibei pose.=P I attempted to get william to take a video of jiayun dancing, but he either didn't want to or he couldn't hear me:( Guodan a.k.a one of my ahbus couldn't take the dance practice anymore after some time. He was dying, metaphorically. But ya, he was dying.-.-

After the dance session, nearly all the guys from the dance practice and vinette and me went to coronation plaza. Actually vinette was just there to get a drink and she left. So i was the only girl out of all the guys during lunch at golden rooster, maybe 1 in 8? Extra's the word, sort of. We took eons to order our food and some of the guys have to wait so long for the rest of us. The bun in my plate was so oily that i can see my own reflection. I gave it to someone who needs the oil more than i do.=D Guodan was on diet and he didn't eat. Jiayun and i fell into the world of lameness and some of the others attempted to draw a borderline between the world of lameness and a world of not so lame ones but no much difference? So it was a futile attempt since they eventually joined in. Oh and i think the golden rooster auntie is very zai. She can remember everything that jiayun was rambling about. I couldn't even catch a thing la.

Then jiayun and i set off to causeway point to meet shaofei for the movie while the rest went home. We went from tired and sleepy to high during the bus journey. I think it was our conversation. And shaofei wanted to watch house bunny. How nice. Jiayun and i refused strongly and we settled for painted skin which we heard great comments from others. The three of us went into a discussion about other classes and i really do pity some classes which i found out that they don't attend faculty outings, class outings and stuff. :(

When we finally entered the cinema, we found out that shaofei had quite interesting movie experiences. And there was this problem with our cinema where there was sounds but no image. I highly suspect it was because of shaofei. Maybe it's destined that he can never have a normal anc decent movie experience. Painted skin turned out to be quite lame and very much of a romance. There were some funny scenes but that's all i guess. I think it was too romantic for the two guys.

We headed to the arcade after the show. We played basketball and scored a pathetic score of 28. Woo. We were just randomly playing. I have a feeling i shot more successful shots since they gave up after some time and was watching my attempt to salvage the situation. I then tried to get them to play ddr, to no avail. We saw this very interesting game where you just throw balls at the screen. Apparently, it's the favourite for all children at the arcade and they were hogging the game. Last but not least, we played table hockey. I totally pwned jiayun at it please, 5:3. Shaofei had my victory caught on his iphone, i think. But shaofei won me.>.< Well anyway i owned jiayun and that's what matters. Haha only think about the good stuff.

We ended up strolling around the shopping centre, trying out caps, looking at water bottles and watching the osim exercise demo which is so retarded. And finally we went our separate ways. Overall it's quite good experience. Quite fun=)

It's funny that we had yearned so much to be free from promos and yet when it has finally ended, we feel lifeless and lost. Man can never be satisfied. The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence.

Real or fake. I'm tired and i don't want to think anymore.

It's finally over!! It feels so unreal, to think the last exams of the year have ended. OMFG.
Lol i'm here to revive my blog after promos. Let's have an overview of the promos 2008:

GP: I have no idea what i wrote. Stoned for the 1st half an hour of the essay test.
Econs: I have had 30 minutes spare and i didn't write about price ceiling once again. >.<
Chemistry: One word : SCREWED
Math: T_T
Physics: better than blocks but still, doom.

I think i'm damn optimistic.

Well, putting promos aside, went out with a few of the dancers today. We watched eagle eye, which in my opinion is quite nice. Unlike past experience, i entered the cinema with only the slightest idea of what the show was about, ( except for step up, which i had totally no idea what i was watching and even asked for the movie title after we sat in the cinema). But i managed to catch what the movie was about around half way into the show, lol the pro at work. Somehow, we seem to piss off every shopkeeper we met. And..we went home. It wasn't very eventful but i had some juicy updates=)

My heart goes out to all whose promos are still ongoing<3