MAKING PEACE WITH AN EMPTY TOWN
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Thursday, April 16, 2009
Posted by me:) at 11:27 PM
I think if ever a GP essay comes out as : why is GP important, i can surely ace that paper.Why? Well i have the perfect answer - to defend yourself in times of need. And i would have the best elaboration and examples to substantiate my point. I don't understand why i'm always portrayed as that bad, mean and evil character. As if every fucking mistake's my fucking fault. Thanks ah. So what if i tried lamenting and asking for help, what's the help dude? At the end of the day, the whole "negotiation/thrash out" ( mind the inverted commas) ended up having the tables turned on me. wtf? oh i'm so sorry i'm not eloquent enough to rebut or to build up my argument. oh i'm so sorry i felt awkward during the whole f-ing thing. oh i'm so sorry that i found the whole thing laughable oh i'm so sorry that i found what you said so fucking and really fucking ridiculous that i can't be bothered to rebut. my problems? what about yours? all the while, you've been talking big about all the problems and link every single thing to me. why can't you just open your freaking eyes and see for yourself the effort we put in and the problems you created. the reason why i keep quiet? cos you won't like whatever i'm gonna say if i really do "explode". And even though this's damn anti climax now, but quote: "You won't like me when i'm angry" Just because i've never ever scolded and thrashed out at anyone in my whole ~18 years of my life doesn't mean i can't and will not do it. I just don't wanna make things awkward and ruin everything and also by doing that, it would mean what ever's much left of the relationship between us is completely over. And i mean COMPLETELY. C-O-M-P-L-E-T-E-L-Y. If it wasn't for everyone else, i would have left and leave you in a lurch. Then we'll see what happens. So you know what, i'll stay off your path and you'll stay off mine. And one thing i'm really sorry about: I can't stand you. |