We have come to the second day of the september holiday week a.k.a tuesday. All i can say is that i've been so unproductive in mugging for promos since the start of the september holidays. I feel so pathetic. And people have been going to school for consultations, mugging sessions. I'm sure there are people who are nearly done with their revision. Trust me, i know people like them. =( Which even accentuates my patheticalness. T_T

I think the technology and my family are arch enemies, especially the computers. My desktop crashed and there's a vertical line across the LCD screen of my other one. Geez... BUT LUCKILY, the computer technician came and fixed my desktop.Thus here i am, happily blogging away.:) Unfortunately, my other one has to be sent for maintenance. It'll be weeks before i see it again.

I've been blogging a lot lately, partly because i'm bored, also because i've found joy in blogging. Blogging allows me to vent, to informally record what goes on in my life. Sometimes i take the time and pleasure to read through my past entries. And you will realise how much we have grown emotionally.

The fact that we are nearing promos alerted me about the upcoming end of j1. How fast time has passed. It seems only yesterday that i sat for my o levels, retrieved my results, chose my junior college, attended orientation and got to know this great bunch of friends. All of a sudden, i just don't feel like growing up anymore. I rather live in this sheltered life, with no need to worry about making ends meet, just results. Where we go the school everyday, with a life filled with fun and laughter. Where we can sit down or stone or share our thoughts and feelings. Like what i always said, stone-ing is a form of luxury. But I guess there's always a need for the parting of ways, like it or not.

Blog hopping has recently become my habit ( i guess i can call it that) too. It's quite fun to read blogs of friends or even strangers, having a bit of insight to what goes on in their lives. To my dismay, few of my friends post frequently.:(

Some thing that have caught my attention through my blog hopping is that getting married and have kids is the goal of many girls. Surprisingly, that has never come across my mind as an ambition or a dream. Getting married has never been the top of my list entitled : "the things i want to do when i grow up". Having kids certainly isn't. Children ain't my favourite, definitely. But i guess, mentality changes over time. Maybe, i'll think differently few years down the road?

My friends keep telling me to mug. Hmm..maybe i should really start sitting down and study. But the question is: am i determined enough?